Heno Dusta Karma Nai
Yamuna Bhavavali Song 9
hari he heno duṣṭa karma nāi jaha
āmi kori nāi sahasra sahasra-bāra
hori sei saba-karma-phala peye
abasara bala āmāya piśiche jantropori
Oh my dear Lord Hari! There are not sinful activities which I have not performed thousands upon thousands of times! And by the fruits of all these sinful actions, I have become robbed of all strength, being helplessly taken for an excruciatingly painful ride on the machine of this material world.
gati nāhi dekhi āra kānde hari
anibāra tomāra agrete ebe āmi ja
' tomāra hoya mane daṇḍa deo
akiñcane tumi mora daṇḍa-dhara swāmī
Seeing no other hope for deliverance in sight, I am now continuously crying before You, my Lord. Please punish Your insignificant servant as You see befitting, for You are my Lord and ruling Master.
kleśa-bhoga bhāgye jata bhoga mora
hao tata kintu eka mama nibedana
je je daśā bhoga āmi āmāke nā chāḍo
swāmī bhaktibinodera prāṇa-dhana
Whatever difficulty my destiny prescribes for me, I will gladly undergo, but I have just one appeal to make to You. My dear Lord, no matter what condition I must undergo, please never give me up, for You are the only treasure of Bhaktivinoda's life.
Translation
Oh my dear Lord Hari! There are not sinful activities which I have not performed thousands upon thousands of times! And by the fruits of all these sinful actions, I have become robbed of all strength, being helplessly taken for an excruciatingly painful ride on the machine of this material world.
Seeing no other hope for deliverance in sight, I am now continuously crying before You, my Lord. Please punish Your insignificant servant as You see befitting, for You are my Lord and ruling Master.
Whatever difficulty my destiny prescribes for me, I will gladly undergo, but I have just one appeal to make to You. My dear Lord, no matter what condition I must undergo, please never give me up, for You are the only treasure of Bhaktivinoda's life.